Finding out that your talking shit and not about me but My best friend? Don’t judge someone who did jack shit too you and have the nerves to hate on her for what? Because im treating my friend to the fair? You got the nerve after all the shit i helped you through and disrespect me.  She did nothing to you at all and been such a nice girl to you and you call her a slut and a whore? Im done with you.

Do you understand how irritated i am with you my best friend. Do you know how much hard work it took me to keep you on track because you were in a endless hole of pain. Remember how you told me school is your priority and that you was going to change? Well your going back to your old ways and  im getting tired of pulling you out of your hole. its not like it was on accident but its basically to hang out with “boys” and in the end THEY WONT MATTER!!!!!!!! You wanna have fun thats fine by me but remember this… don’t ask for my help when you need it because im done trying to pull you out of your mistakes. i dont help those who dont wanna be helped!

Well its official, im feeling like were growing apart and all i can do is smile for your happiness. Im gonna fullfill my dreams if your ahead of me or behind me… i Love you soo much as my best friend but im sorry…i have a life i must fullfill </3

She use to like guys that is totally not my type but now that she upgraded to cute HAPA asians and hawaiians moke…. OHH MY I feel like My mangina IS going to eXPLODE from the inside out!! IN my head im thinking. I WANNA sit on your face.. :D  better not let me catch you alone before i tie you up and do the naughty, Just saying :D

At first i was worried because all i could do was think about the future. There was so many things going through my mind, like my unemployment was ending so i had no funds coming my way and school was starting to become a challange. I was also worried about my love life which in the end was pretty silly because i didnt have love in high school  and up till now and i turned out great. Now school is starting and i have a positive attitude and got ahead of the class. Im ahead of the class and been studying all the material that i have gotten from the instructors. Also WHAT AN OPPURTUNITY that my Marketing teacher gave me an internship and its PAID! now i dont have to worry about money for a while along with having a job. Such a challange and now i have to concentrate on me and my career. I dont need a man to be successful! SO its time to do me because right now this is what i wanna do.

At first i was like… Okay…i understand that you want more time with him… your facebook keeps having status about how people are going to your boyfriend for help or when they wanna say hi or even talk stories and you get mad?? i dont know about you… but the last thing i checked “a boyfriend isnt a possession.” What i mean is the more your clinging onto him the more he pulling away and when that happens you come to me and ask me to go talk to my friend. No No No Sweety you need to have a seat because your the one who needs to the talk. Your time with your boyfriend is special i understand but dont hold onto him and cling to him like he is your property. Your choking that poor man and all your wondering and worrying about is you? I Believe Love is Self “Less” not Selfish! Put him before you. All i hear is ME me me me and me. What about him? how does he feel about that? please next time you wonder why he mad think about what you did. 

hiloboi710:

I dont even know why i feel soo blah… ever sense today i feeel so empty.. i was fine all through dinner…and seen everyone and i was happy. I just don’t understand.. i dont wanna be bothered by anyone…i deactivated my Facebook and im just going to have me time… I Just can’t stand being around…

hiloboi710:

I felt like i almost destroyed someone for being honest an when i stood up for what i believed in.. i dont like people disrespecting me..and i respectfully asked him to stop it and it continued… i feel sooooooooooo hurt… because after gettting a facebook about going on the edge and watch the ocean only made my worries worse and WORSE!!! UGH!!! im ready to stop saying how i feel and just take the pain..

Can you stop calling me about every single problem?

i can hardly take the constant fix this fix that. IM not in a relationship with you?? So why should i help? i dont mind helping once in a while and help you guys get better but guess what!! I HAVE A LIFE!!!  Thank you!! <3